Wednesday, May 12, 2010

My list

It makes me sad that we’re not the way we used to be anymore. I know that it’s to be expected, people grow apart, people change, people’s relationships change. But still…..it makes me sad.

I wish that I could let the past go. I tell myself that I can and I have…..but I haven’t. Not completely.

I want to be more than I am….and more than I think I will ever be. But I don’t know how to and I’m scared to try.

I wish you would do the things you should do. But I don’t want to hurt you by saying that to you…I just hope that one day it will happen.

You need to step down from your self-righteous tower. You have no reason to behave that way – and more people believe that than not.

I’m jealous.

You hurt me, many times over. And I’ve forgotten most of them. But some will never fade.

I have regrets. I call them lessons when talking to others, but really? They’re regrets. I don’t know if I’m fooling anyone.

I have secrets that I haven’t told you, and don’t know if I ever will. I fear that it’s too late, and I’m worried you’ll think badly of me once you know.

I’m so happy with how much you love me. I just hope that you know how much I love you.

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