So some changes have definitely occurred recently, resulting in far less posting than planned (I even had drafts!!). But some of those drafts are no longer as relevant, what with them not being posted in a timely manner and all that.
Some hypothetical situations arose, which has resulted in much chaos, and I’m now stressed for a whole new set of reasons. I have no idea how exactly it’s all going play out. The Boy and I are fine, but he was laid-off…..there’s family illness and issues and I got a new job and it’s the f*cking Christmas season, and more stress is NOT what I asked Santa for dammit. For all the stress though, I know that everything will work out in the end. I just have to keep telling myself that so that maybe one day I’ll believe it!
With all that’s been going on, I haven’t made it to the gym in forever, I’m kind of cranky, feeling blegh, frustrated with shopping (for me AND for Christmas), and really want a day off. I need to get into a new routine and stick to it. And I don’t feel like I have any support in that area right now, so it’s even more of a struggle.
They’re calling for snow this week…..I think that may help with getting into the holiday spirit, as Christmas is the only part of winter that I enjoy, and listening to the carols when it’s grey and dreary and rainy out is just not the same.
Not much substance to this, I know. I’ve had posts rattling around in my head that I haven’t had the time or frankly, the energy to post, and think maybe starting to blog my fitness/health goals and progress reports may help hold me accountable. I have a massage booked for tomorrow after work (desperately needed, ow), and a facial on the weekend (to use a gift certificate I got LAST Christmas!), and some time I am going to free up if it kills me dammit to go to the gym.
Mini-goals. It’s my new ‘thing’. Wish me luck y’all.
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