Yeah so that last thing? The mini-goal plan? Utter, fucking failure. Shit hit the fan and well…..now it’s just a few short days till Christmas, I’m almost, just barely done my shopping (today is the day!!), have wrapping to do, baking to get done (well……started), and umm, I still haven’t been to the gym.
Been working mad hours over the past couple of weeks (let’s see…..80 ‘regular’ hours plus *counts on fingers* 50 part time hours equals……..too many fucking hours). So. To sum up? Tired.
I’m not usually one for new year’s resolutions, as I, like most, never stick to them. I think maybe it’s time to turn over a new leaf in that regard, and see if maybe I can make them and stick to them. It’s worth a shot anyway, as I have so much that I want to do and accomplish, but all of these things are becoming more and more difficult to follow through on. So maybe my resolution should be to make mini-goals and stick to THEM, in an attempt to reach the end goal?? I don’t know, it COULD work, I suppose.
Anyhoodle……gearing up for Christmas, the family visits and travelling and eating and drinking and gifting, oh my. I’m not religious by any stretch of the imagination, but I do find myself listening to Christmas music and thinking more at this time of year about a ‘higher being’. I’m not about to get up and go to church every Sunday, don’t get me wrong, but I do wonder what it’s like to have something that you believe in that strongly. Listening to ‘O Holy night’ and the like brings these often random thoughts to the forefront of my mind….
It’s going to be a busy week (what’s left of it), and I love Christmas, but feel like I have had no time to enjoy the whole process of decorating and shopping and wrapping and baking this year. Well, I feel that way because I haven’t had any time for any of that stuff. And with some family stuff that’s gone on this year…..it just makes me kind of sad. Some fun and time with friends would have balanced it out nicely. Resolution number 2? Make more fucking time for the fun stuff.
Merry Christmas y’all, and a Happy Healthy New Year!!!!
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